i never realized this until i started having to ride one
i get on today tucker in one arm. and 4 huge grocery bags , im tired ,cold and stressed to the max and i was trying to get my money ready with my numb hands and the bus driver yells at me hurry up!!! and take a seat. why the rudeness i was going as fast as i can. i told him very calmly i hope he never has to ride the bus with his arms breaking off with 7 kids and he just sighed a rude sigh. im sick of waiting in the cold,sick of rude people ,just sick of life in general.
everyone keeps telling me to have faith. well i just dont have it right now. usually i get through these kinds of things with humor. but right now nothing is funny.
everything is just dreary.
im really trying ot get my faith back but it is so hard when you are knocked down at every turn.you know how they say when one door closes another one opens. well i am waiting but i dont see one opening anywhere.
im going to miss my nephews graduation i was so looking forward to going home i miss home so bad.
i know i sound like a baby i hate life right now,and on top of it riley has strep throat and we had to walk him to the hospital.
gawwwd i need a break.
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I don't think you sound like a baby at all. I think you sound like your going through a tought time. Totally understandable! I'm sorry you won't be able to make it home. :( Keeping you in my prayers!
ReplyDeleteOh honey {{{hugs}}} You dont sound like a baby at all! You have A LOT in your plate right now and it is over flowing! You are just human and want a break! I hope things start to look better for you guys soon.
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