do you ever have days that you just feel tired. im talking the whole tired like physically,mentally,emotionally. im having one of those days today. there really is no reason for it,im too tired to type, to talk,to think, to care. iv'e never been this kind of person.i have exhausted myself caring about people all of the time.
but who really cares about me in return?i have a very select few people who i know really do care.but the rest i know respond to me just to respond or just to get their post count up. and then i find myself wondering why should i care if they don't. but i can't bring myself to be like that it just dosent come natural to me.sometimes i just wish i didnt care, but i do . i just wish more people showed me the same care in return.
i haven't been around on the message boards lately.only responding here and there. i just don't have the energy to type what we are having for dinner and i just don't care what other people are having either.
and im sick of getting 300 views and only 5 or 6 replies. so i dont bother posting much anymore. so since i dont have that outlet to get support i just write it on my blog and it makes me feel better to type it out.
no real point just rambeling i guess.
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:( I hate that too. I'll type a post and have 50 views.... and one reply. Guess I'm not "popular" lol. There are a few select girls on the board that i know are really there for me. The rest... IDK. Are you feeling better?
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ReplyDeleteI know what you mean Holly. that is why i don;t make many posts either. I do hope u know i TRULY care! Lots of LOVE and HUGS
ReplyDeleteGirl if u need someone to talk to I am here!
SORRY i deleted my first post.... I had to fix a few things!